I need a time out. I wish I could press a button and time would stop for a second.  

Why I always feel, I am missing something, or someone? Why it is so hard to find peace inside me?

Of course, its hard.. in such a fucking strange world. But still… it is in my head. And in my mind. So we all are creating our own world.

So… does that mean?

I want to suffer. I want to feel pain. But I won’t die. I am killing myself slowly… Because I need to spread much more love, much more hope, and lots of ideas for a better world. UTOPIA is near.

I don’t believe that I would see this one day. But I believe, one day, the people will be free. Now… they’re realize that THEY already HAVE everything. Inside. POWER. Love.

We just have to get out of our own built caves….