Back to normal? Back to life.

I dont really know, what normal life means for me. When I am busy propably… Right know, I am trying to figure out, what belongs to my normal life, and what not. That is difficult. In fact, I hate any kind of „normal“, what ever that means. Normal sounds boring. But sometimes I need some boreness, just to calm down and to overthink.

What is happening here? What do I really need? What do I want? Time is short and I definetly want too much. So I have to sort out from time to time. I can not be everywhere. I have to focus. And when I want to focus on more, I need to live with the fact, that it wont become that great. But this is how life goes. We only have 100% that we can split somehow.

Right know I am just happy. Satisfied in a way. Even when I look at the news. But I feel that I have some place inside me. And in cologne. In this world. I have a right to be and to exist. And I try my best. I am selfish, arrogant, hard and emotional. But what the fuck. I am ok.

I love my life. My normal and my unnormal one.

I have so much good, nice and lovely people in my life, that makes me feel like that. I experience so much power. We have the power to change this world. When we believe and support each other.

PEOPLE HAVE THE POWER: not money, governments or companies.

 

Was passiert hier eigentlich gerade?

RWE ist dabei unsere Zukunft zu verheizen. Es geht dabei um läppische 15% Strom, die da noch heraus kommen könnten.

Der erste tote im Hambacher Forst.  Seit sechs Jahren ist nie etwas geschehn. Warum ausgerechnet jetzt? Wäre das zu verhindern gewesen?

Ein Verfassungsschutzchef, der auf die Verfassung scheißt und offensichtlich auf dem rechten Auge blind ist. Als Bestrafung wird er auch noch befördert. Die SPD lässt sich weiter verarschen und versucht alle zu bedienen, und merkt dabei nicht, dass sie sich nur weiter ihr eigenes Grab schaufelt. Probleme und sich anbahnende Katastrophen wohin ich schaue. Die einzige Phrase, die ich mir immer wieder vorbeten kann. Es war schon immer so. Menschen fanden ihr Leben noch nie vollkommen gut.

Und es geht auch noch viel viel schlimmer. Vielleicht muss es einfach so sein. Vielleicht müssen kleine Kinder Suizid Gedanken haben. Vielleicht müssen alle immer dümmer und aggressiver werden.

Vielleicht wird es auch wieder besser. Vielleicht merken die Menschen was. Immerhin. Es gehen wieder mehr demonstrieren. Nicht nur die scheiß Menschenhasser, auch gutbürgerliche. Endlich.

 

 

#HambiBleibt – Sytem Change not Climate Change

The oldest forest in Europe is about to killed by the biggest energy company RWE, because our law sais that is right. They selled the forest in the 70 ies to RWE, the excuse for banning thousands of people the have in laws, that was made during „Nazi-Time“. Coal was always the most important ressource for energy. But not anymore, I would say. Now we could stop to polute our environment. RWE could be safe the rest of the forest for our future. RWE could set a sign for a better society. But they only see their money….

Our politicans support RWE and started to let clean the forest from the occupation that lasts for six years now. After the hottest summer we had in germany for onehundred years or more, they declared on a rainy day in september, the houses would be not safe enaugh. There would be a big danger of fire…. The people have to be saved from this. So…. the people got „saved“ from fire, but with broken arms. The police is really violent. When I think about Chemnitz and what happened there, I can not believe, what is happening here.

Nobody can deny anymore, that this government is blind on the right eye. Nobody can deny anymore, that our government is NOT making rules for the people but supporting big companies. Capitalism I call that. We have no democracy. … Meanwhile lot of newspaper and TV channels report about „eco-terrorists“ or „violent activists“, I even read in the FAZ: the activists would be like „Reichsbürger“ just with rasta hair…. I don’t know how people can think something like that. Just people that have a certain picture in there mind, and did not want to see the truth. That we all have to change, that this system has to change…. I am very frustrated because there are existing so much lies about the forest and people just have no idea. Most Mainstream media are telling bullshit. In this I can understand some „Reichsbürger“. In this case most of the press, is „Lügenpresse“. What ever. The protest is getting bigger. Yesterday there have been 5000 demonstrants. Although nobody was allowed to enter the forest, about 500 people manged to break through the police chain.

The police just could not do anything against so many people. We have not been aggressive. Just very serious to get into the forest. We could stop the cleaning and clearing of the tree houses for the moment. At the end, the police allowed the people to bring water and food to the activists. Lots of trees have been planted. New barricades were built and new tree houses.

All in all it is the biggest police operation in Northrhine- Westphalia since ever. And the most expensive. I hope RWE can be made responsible for most of the costs…