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Time out and cool down

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I need a time out. I wish I could press a button and time would stop for a second.  

Why I always feel, I am missing something, or someone? Why it is so hard to find peace inside me?

Of course, its hard.. in such a fucking strange world. But still… it is in my head. And in my mind. So we all are creating our own world.

So… does that mean?

I want to suffer. I want to feel pain. But I won’t die. I am killing myself slowly… Because I need to spread much more love, much more hope, and lots of ideas for a better world. UTOPIA is near.

I don’t believe that I would see this one day. But I believe, one day, the people will be free. Now… they’re realize that THEY already HAVE everything. Inside. POWER. Love.

We just have to get out of our own built caves….

Philosophie, Reiselogbuch

Back to normal? Back to life.

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I dont really know, what normal life means for me. When I am busy propably… Right know, I am trying to figure out, what belongs to my normal life, and what not. That is difficult. In fact, I hate any kind of „normal“, what ever that means. Normal sounds boring. But sometimes I need some boreness, just to calm down and to overthink.

What is happening here? What do I really need? What do I want? Time is short and I definetly want too much. So I have to sort out from time to time. I can not be everywhere. I have to focus. And when I want to focus on more, I need to live with the fact, that it wont become that great. But this is how life goes. We only have 100% that we can split somehow.

Right know I am just happy. Satisfied in a way. Even when I look at the news. But I feel that I have some place inside me. And in cologne. In this world. I have a right to be and to exist. And I try my best. I am selfish, arrogant, hard and emotional. But what the fuck. I am ok.

I love my life. My normal and my unnormal one.

I have so much good, nice and lovely people in my life, that makes me feel like that. I experience so much power. We have the power to change this world. When we believe and support each other.

PEOPLE HAVE THE POWER: not money, governments or companies.

 

Reiselogbuch

LungA School week 4

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IMG_0640 IMG_0639                                                Lotte and Daniel Time. IMG_0598

Everybody told us before we even met them, how great they are and I was getting a bit annoyed of the fact how great everything is every time.  But this is just a bad habit. I am never satisfied and cant believe, that the things can be THAT good. IMG_0600 IMG_0617 LungA School week 4 weiterlesen →