What else can I say about this time??

I felt for first time in my life, that I AM OK.

I really FELT it.

That was an overwhelming moment for me.

I couldn’t believe and at the same time I was afraid to lose it again.

We played settlers of catan, which was really fun.

We watched movies and documenturies and I started to read David Precht’s strange Loveromance about an educated, artistic couple during the time around 1989-1992 in Berlin. Made me missing a partner. 

This is one thing. I am missing my boyfriends and finding new is always difficult for me. But I really start to fall in love with girls and we cuddle a lot and crawl our hair. That is really new for me as well.

I used to be cold and hardly show my love to others in touching them. I am used to keep a distance to people. But as soon you get in touch and loving yourself it is more easier to give it to others.

I believe.