{"id":7646,"date":"2020-10-14T13:34:19","date_gmt":"2020-10-14T13:34:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=7646"},"modified":"2020-10-14T13:34:19","modified_gmt":"2020-10-14T13:34:19","slug":"getraeumte-utopien-vs-realitaetswahnsinn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=7646","title":{"rendered":"Getr\u00e4umte Utopien vs. Realit\u00e4tswahnsinn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wie schaff ich es, nicht an der bestehenden Schei\u00dfe kaputt zu gehen und mir die Hoffnung zu bewahren, dass es bald besser wird.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7663\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8618-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8618-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8618-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8618-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7664\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8619-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8619-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8619-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8619-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7662\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8617-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8617-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8617-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8617-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Hey Realit\u00e4t! Realit\u00e4t: Was geht?<\/p>\n<p>Realit\u00e4t! Sag du mir, wie es geht.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7673\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8639-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8639-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8639-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8639-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7672\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8638-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8638-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8638-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8638-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7674\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8640-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8640-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8640-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8640-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Vielleicht knall ich mich einfach zu, dr\u00f6hn mich voll oder lass mir Tabletten verschreiben, die mich sedieren und das alles ertragen lassen.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7658\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8608-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8608-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8608-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8608-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7661\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8616-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8616-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8616-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8616-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7660\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8611-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8611-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8611-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8611-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Hey Realit\u00e4t? Wozu brauchst du mich?<\/p>\n<p>Realit\u00e4t: Zu viele lassen mich im Stich.<\/p>\n<p>Aber ist es nicht so, dass ICH allein meine Realit\u00e4t erschaffe? Bin ich dann nicht selber Schuld, wenn ich das Gef\u00fchl habe, alles sei beschissen. Besch\u00e4ftige ich mich mit den falschen Dingen?<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7653\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8497-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8497-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8497-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8497-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7654\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8498-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8498-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8498-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8498-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Hey Realit\u00e4t! Wieso bist du wie du bist?<\/p>\n<p>Realit\u00e4t: Dass es kaum noch zu ertragen ist?<\/p>\n<p>Ok. Also dann fliehe ich aus der Innenstadt, aus den Clubs, den Theatern und Kinos\u00e4len?? Oder ich h\u00f6re ganz auf zu arbeiten und lebe als Eremit umgeben von gr\u00fcner Natur inmitten von Wiesen und W\u00e4ldern? Eskapismus. Hedonismus. Liberalismus. Jej.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7640\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1169-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1169-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1169-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1169-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7642\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1174-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1174-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1174-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1174-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7637\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1158-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1158-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1158-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1158-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Oder ich schreie selbst erdachte Mantren und tanze nackt in der U-Bahn.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Wir werden bald die Welt bewegen und uns den Gesetzen entheben.<\/p>\n<p>Wir werden bald die Welt ver\u00e4ndern und \u00fcber rosarote Wolken schlendern.<\/p>\n<p>Wir werden bald die Welt auch retten und alle befreien von ihren Ketten.&#8220;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7677\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8674-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8674-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8674-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8674-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7676\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8673-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8673-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8673-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8673-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7675\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8671-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8671-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8671-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8671-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Danach finde ich mich wom\u00f6glich bald wieder in einer psychiatrischen Einrichtung wieder, wobei ich dann wenigstens mal unter normalen Menschen w\u00e4re.\u00a0<!--more--><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7671\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8635-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8635-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8635-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8635-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7668\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8629-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8629-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8629-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8629-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7670\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8634-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8634-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8634-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8634-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7669\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8632-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8632-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8632-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8632-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Nein. Das kann es doch auch nicht sein.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7651\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8495-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8495-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8495-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8495-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7652\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8496-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8496-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8496-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8496-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Also dann? Am besten w\u00e4r es vielleicht einfach alles gleichzeitig zu versuchen, dh jede m\u00f6gliche Realit\u00e4t zu leben und dann immer mal hin und her springen und gucken, wo sich das Selbst am besten erhalten kann. So nach dem Motto, wenn einer guckt mach ich mal das oder das. Je nachdem wer so guckt und wenn keiner guckt mach ich potenziell alles.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7634\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1148-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1148-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1148-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1148-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7628\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1116-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1116-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1116-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1116-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7631\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1140-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1140-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1140-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1140-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7629\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1133-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1133-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1133-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1133-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Und ich?<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7656\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8604-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8604-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8604-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8604-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8604.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7666\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8622-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8622-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8622-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8622-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7655\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8596-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8596-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8596-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8596-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8596.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7665\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8621-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8621-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8621-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_8621-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7641\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/IMG_1173-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" 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derweil&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wie schaff ich es, nicht an der bestehenden Schei\u00dfe kaputt zu gehen und mir die Hoffnung zu bewahren, dass es bald besser wird. Hey Realit\u00e4t! Realit\u00e4t: Was geht? Realit\u00e4t! Sag du mir, wie es geht. 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