{"id":5883,"date":"2019-01-28T16:55:34","date_gmt":"2019-01-28T16:55:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5883"},"modified":"2019-01-28T16:57:14","modified_gmt":"2019-01-28T16:57:14","slug":"fuckthisfuckthatfufckme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5883","title":{"rendered":"fuckThisfuckTHatFUFckME!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5879\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Why it is so hard, to love myself?<\/p>\n<p>What the hell went wrong?<\/p>\n<p>Why I don&#8217;t want to be good?<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5880\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4037-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4037-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4037-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4037-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>What the fuck went wrong?<\/p>\n<p>Why I want to destroy everything?<\/p>\n<p>What went so much wrong?<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5879\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4036-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Why the fuck, I just can&#8217;t be&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5877\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4034-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4034-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4034-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4034-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Fuck this, fuck that, fuck you- Fuck ME.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5875\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4032-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4032-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4032-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4032-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5882\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4040-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4040-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4040-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_4040-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Just .. please!! Let me be.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why it is so hard, to love myself? What the hell went wrong? Why I don&#8217;t want to be good? What the fuck went wrong? Why I want to destroy everything? What went so much wrong? Why the fuck, I just can&#8217;t be&#8230;? Fuck this, fuck that, fuck you- Fuck ME. Just .. please!! 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