{"id":5544,"date":"2018-11-27T11:06:03","date_gmt":"2018-11-27T11:06:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5544"},"modified":"2018-11-28T14:18:51","modified_gmt":"2018-11-28T14:18:51","slug":"time-out-and-cool-down","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5544","title":{"rendered":"Time out and cool down"},"content":{"rendered":"

I need a time out. I wish I could press a button and time would stop for a second.\u00a0\u00a0\"\" \"\"<\/p>\n

Why I always feel, I am missing something, or someone? Why it is so hard to find peace inside me?<\/p>\n

Of course, its hard.. in such a fucking strange world. But still… it is in my head. And in my mind. So we all are creating our own world.<\/p>\n

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So… does that mean?<\/p>\n

I want to suffer. I want to feel pain. But I won’t die. I am killing myself slowly…\u00a0Because I need to spread much more love, much more hope, and lots of ideas for a better world. UTOPIA is near.<\/p>\n

I don’t believe that I would see this one day. But I believe, one day, the people will be free. Now… they’re realize that THEY already HAVE everything. Inside. POWER. Love.<\/p>\n

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We just have to get out of our own built caves….<\/p>\n

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I need a time out. I wish I could press a button and time would stop for a second.\u00a0\u00a0 Why I always feel, I am missing something, or someone? Why it is so hard to find peace inside me? Of course, its hard.. in such a fucking strange world. But still… it is in my … Time out and cool down<\/span> weiterlesen →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5505,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[600,3,599,598,617],"tags":[812,99,358,373,280,518,805,811,372,215,808,807,361,809,810,682],"class_list":["post-5544","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-alltagswahnsinn","category-bildimpressionen","category-kommentar","category-meinung","category-ratgeber","tag-break","tag-cave","tag-change","tag-fight","tag-fighting","tag-freedom","tag-harmony","tag-hierarchies","tag-hope","tag-love","tag-mind-fuck","tag-mindfuck","tag-peace","tag-strange-world","tag-structures","tag-system"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5544","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5544"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5544\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5549,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5544\/revisions\/5549"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5505"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5544"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5544"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5544"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}