{"id":5339,"date":"2018-09-22T11:19:57","date_gmt":"2018-09-22T11:19:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5339"},"modified":"2018-09-22T11:24:57","modified_gmt":"2018-09-22T11:24:57","slug":"back-to-normal-back-to-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5339","title":{"rendered":"Back to normal? Back to life."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5290\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5209-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5209-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5209-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5209-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I dont really know, what normal life means for me. When I am busy propably&#8230; Right know, I am trying to figure out, what belongs to my normal life, and what not. That is difficult. In fact, I hate any kind of &#8222;normal&#8220;, what ever that means. Normal sounds boring. But sometimes I need some boreness, just to calm down and to overthink.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5289\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5208-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5208-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5208-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5208-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>What is happening here? What do I really need? What do I want? Time is short and I definetly want too much. So I have to sort out from time to time. I can not be everywhere. I have to focus. And when I want to focus on more, I need to live with the fact, that it wont become that great. But this is how life goes. We only have 100% that we can split somehow.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5287\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5206-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5206-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5206-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5206-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Right know I am just happy. Satisfied in a way. Even when I look at the news. But I feel that I have some place inside me. And in cologne. In this world. I have a right to be and to exist. And I try my best. I am selfish, arrogant, hard and emotional. But what the fuck. I am ok.<\/p>\n<p>I love my life. My normal and my unnormal one.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5288\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5207-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5207-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5207-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5207-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I have so much good, nice and lovely people in my life, that makes me feel like that. I experience so much power. We have the power to change this world. When we believe and support each other.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5291\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5210-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5210-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5210-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5210-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>PEOPLE HAVE THE POWER: not money, governments or companies.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-5277\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5184-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5184-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5184-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5184-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_5184.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I dont really know, what normal life means for me. When I am busy propably&#8230; Right know, I am trying to figure out, what belongs to my normal life, and what not. That is difficult. In fact, I hate any kind of &#8222;normal&#8220;, what ever that means. Normal sounds boring. But sometimes I need some &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=5339\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Back to normal? Back to life.<\/span> weiterlesen <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5280,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[593,4],"tags":[772,280,410,773,297,215,367,490,771],"class_list":["post-5339","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-philosophie","category-reiselogbuch","tag-energy","tag-fighting","tag-friends","tag-good-vibrations","tag-life","tag-love","tag-power","tag-reflection","tag-what-is-going-on"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5339","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5339"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5339\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5342,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5339\/revisions\/5342"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5280"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5339"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5339"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5339"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}