{"id":3371,"date":"2017-08-07T12:35:56","date_gmt":"2017-08-07T12:35:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=3371"},"modified":"2017-12-11T14:17:16","modified_gmt":"2017-12-11T14:17:16","slug":"ich-ich-ich","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/?p=3371","title":{"rendered":"Ich- ich &#8211; ich &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; und nochmal ICH.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3319\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2662-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2662\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2662-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2662-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2662-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2662.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3311\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2654-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2654\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2654-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2654-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2654-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2654.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3296\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2632-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2632\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2632-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2632-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2632-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2632.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Ich brauche auch mal Zeit f\u00fcr mich.<\/p>\n<p>Nur- leider lassen sie mich nicht.<\/p>\n<p>Innere D\u00e4monen. Die was von Verantwortung br\u00fcllen.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c4u\u00dfere Kr\u00e4fte, die st\u00e4ndig Hilfe schreien.<\/p>\n<p>Ich helf ja auch so gerne. Allem, jedem . Au\u00dfer Dir!<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3334\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2678-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2678\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2678-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2678-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2678-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2678.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3331\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2675-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2675\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2675-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2675-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2675-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2675.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3325\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2669-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2669\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2669-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2669-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2669-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2669.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Wo h\u00f6rt das Ich auf und die anderen an?<\/p>\n<p>Ich brauche kleine Sicherheiten und manchmal warmes Wasser.<\/p>\n<p>Alles andere ist Luxus.<\/p>\n<p>Urlaub?? Kenne ich nicht. Nicht, seitdem ich frei bin.<\/p>\n<p>Rente?? Ein M\u00e4rchen, seitdem ich klein bin.<\/p>\n<p>St\u00fcrmisch lenkende Gewitter.<\/p>\n<p>Halsabschneider und ehrenlose Ritter.<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3292\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2627-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2627\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2627-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2627-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2627-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2627.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3295\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2630-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2630\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2630-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2630-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2630-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2630.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3300\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2637-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2637\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2637-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2637-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2637-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2637.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Zerstreuung. Verblendung.<\/p>\n<p>Vergeben und vergessen??<\/p>\n<p>Sich einfach niemals wieder setzen.<\/p>\n<p>Liebe. Mut.\u00a0 <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-3322 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2666-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2666\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2666-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2666-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2666-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2666.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-3320 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2663-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2663\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2663-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2663-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2663-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2663.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-3330 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2674-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2674\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2674-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2674-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2674-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2674.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/>Sich selbst als unperfektes Wesen zeigen und lieben lernen.<\/p>\n<p>Schwierig ohne FreiR\u00e4ume. Schwierig ohne Zeit.<\/p>\n<p>Schwierig, aber machbar.<\/p>\n<p>Genau wie Anarchie, Herr Nachbar! <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3335\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2679-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2679\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2679-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2679-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2679-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2679.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3315\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2658-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2658\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2658-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2658-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2658-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2658.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3332\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2676-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2676\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2676-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2676-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2676-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2676.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3310\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2653-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2653\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2653-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2653-768x576.jpg 768w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2653-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/blog.tanjathalmann.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_2653.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; und nochmal ICH. Ich brauche auch mal Zeit f\u00fcr mich. Nur- leider lassen sie mich nicht. Innere D\u00e4monen. Die was von Verantwortung br\u00fcllen. \u00c4u\u00dfere Kr\u00e4fte, die st\u00e4ndig Hilfe schreien. Ich helf ja auch so gerne. Allem, jedem . Au\u00dfer Dir! Wo h\u00f6rt das Ich auf und die anderen an? 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